Sometimes I’m scared to listen to the music that reminds me of you because it makes it so much more real.
I mean every day I remember you, I’m starting to realise you’re really gone and accepting it.
I love and miss you so much and will never forget you and every day I think of you.
But I’m scared, is it ok that I’m scared of it feeling real?
You know i listen to your music often, but I guess sometimes not enough its like sometimes I try to hide from it?
I dunno, I think you’re the only person who’d understand what I’m trying to say.
I miss you buddy.
sorry for posting that here guys, just needed to write it somewhere and get that out.